long road (to nowhere)

there's a feeling that I get
You're not done with me yet
i go to bed at night feeling lost
it's dangerous i know
i could go out on my own
run away and never come back

'cuz faith feels more like murder
and these little deaths keep hurting

'cuz it's a long road to nowhere
there's a good chance i'll get there
but as long as You're beside me
home is where I'll be

there's a place inside of me
where i've never quite believed
that change was something good
and always welcome
and here it is i'm torn
i'm an ancient being born
and a hole inside my heart
that's always bare

'cuz faith feels just like murder
these little deaths keep hurting

it's a long road to nowhere
there's a good chance i'll get there
but as long as You're beside me
home is where i'll be

so what about tomorrow?
here and gone like yesterday
i am no one real to fake it
in daily dying, i'm scarce and afraid

it's a long road to nowhere
there's a good chance i'll get there
but as long as You're beside me
home is where i'll be

-eric peters-